Let's just call it apologetic whining...

[shiredancer]

Just checking in for a quick "hi" and "yes, I am alive" and with sincere and sad apologies because I've promised Certain Someones that I *would*, yes truly, I *would* be a better LJ correspondent but I'm Not. Quite. There. Yet. Well, duh. Not to worry, nobody's missed a thing -- I've been depressed and sad and gloomy and generally quite Eeyore-ish lately, well for quite a while really, and have much to think about and ponder and probably deal with and fix in my life.

But when I'm a bit sprightlier, sometime soon, I'll write something of Interest and Import and possibly even with Wisdom and/or Humor.

I *DO* love you all. I'm just really lousy at communicating it.

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[linaelyn.livejournal.com]

*massive huggles*

*sends sunshine & springtime*

Forget April. February is the cruelest month. At least it's always the toughest one for *me* to get through.

NO FEELING GUILTY ON OUR ACCOUNT!! Yes, we miss you. Come on more often if you can, and tell us about your troubles, luv. It's okay. No one needs to be cheerful and "up" all the time. Let us be your friends and be there for you when you're down, as well as when you're scintilating and wise!

*more hugs*

[shiredancer.livejournal.com]

Oh, THANK YOU Lin... I so needed to hear that. Yeah, I agree about February -- even without severe winters I still find that it effects me strongly. This is my Downest time of the year.

I'll try not to feel guilty, but I *do*... I care about what everyone's up to and their problems and crises. It's just... the physical act of writing... it's so hard for me. Of all my closest group of online friends, I'm the *only* one who doesn't write fiction. Even Deb wrote a story!

And as for troubles, meh, they're mostly in my head. Heh. Guess that's the main problem right there!!! *smile*

Thanks again for the cheering words, sweetie. *Hugs back*